feed me - emotionally cause I'm starving, no matter how much I eat
there's nothing to take away this ever-hurting emptiness,
and I'm exasperated. this won't stop
you can remove the source of all annoyance but in the meantime it turns
out the annoyance started growing inside you.
so with the outer irritation removed, you're left with your nasty, failing defence mechanisms that make you unable to go out as a whole ever again.
and it's all received with the lack of understanding, so as
'how come you're still a mess once it all got better?' that type of thing
hahaha
don't you know you're already at least sick as they are.
sicker than they are as they're half as not aware of it as you are,
and won't ever know.
realising I lost my position in both worlds
I'm too sick to be normal
I'm too normal to be sick
the sickest of all sick
and I can't see people. I love people, want people,
and can't just face them
and xanax won't give me an easy sleep, either :(
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