when reality fails to live up to your expectations
then comes the thought again
why do it, why try
(for its own sake? sure)
two things noticed:
when utterly lonely, I tend to check my horoscope - gives a slight sense of belonging
I just forgot the other one
but it's quite certain I care more about nothing but my appearance (such a heavy load, once you know you have no chance to look ok. everyone looks more than ok, but me)
I do not struggle in your web because it was my aim to get caught
but then again
'a thought came down and washed away the hurt
and there is always something you can learn'
let's try trying,
die trying
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