Friday, 2 May 2014

in my head

m'aidez - open charms are lost on velvet

I am positively going crazy in my head
but I still have enough willpower to
consider what consequences it would have
to call you straight out of the blue

without any pre-history
wihtout any warning
with a so-called significant other 'still' 'by my side'
with me having left you that way, as if I had been a teenager

(this is furthened by the shame: digital environment)

is it wise to leave the disease covered or make it, for a few seconds,
subject to open shame, but let yourself free?
'next time i'll meet him, i'll behave the way i want to' - too many times


wanting to switch from a to b, literally

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