Sunday, 18 November 2012

ruin blood hatred fear pain
disorder
ocd
anguish
the revolting reality
and you expect me to create
to improve
you deserve nothing
i despise you all
and will wait for you down there
and until you arrive i will have it all figured out where
to escape from you
so that you cant do any more harm to me
whats the point in denying there wont be anyone who can give me all the care that long should have been given and still has to be
and will have to be
(i cant put my mind off seeing you two before my mental eyes)

and idont really need you anymore, im not worthy now, either,
i can love myself, and thats alright for my part
someone said you cant count on anyone, nor expect anything in return of anything you have given
youre right, i was naive

lets become a true, full-blown narcissist

oh what a beautiful creature
ive always known i was pretty, adorably pretty haha

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