because you still make me cry. because i might be older but not wiser and by no means less hopelessly sentimental. emotions unaltered, you bring me to the most honest tears - maybe the only sincere reaction that's left for me.
i'd like to explain this to someone but this can't be described by words and there's no need to, either. there's only one person whom i feel has the same emotions. unlucky enough, all my feelings about this person are ambivalent.
shame on us both.
the first thing crashing into my mind was to start a blog especially dedicated to this
lovely-naive-pathetic obsession but i really don't mean it. it's strange, i'm infatuated and thus not really constructive or creative and not willing to get new diections. i also am concerned my english is getting more libertine, so do all my language tools. my brain must probably be a bit fallen apart.
i'd liek to be alone. and together too.
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