funny thing when in the first half of the day you're convinced
human interactions of any sort were not meant for you
and you take it really seriously to quit the remainder
of them, if any
(I have never meant to trust anyone, I understand
your concern about me developing an adherence to you..)
but today I would have answered 'no need to fear,
I wouldn't want to be adhered to, either'
but see, that was four hours ago and the whole
world should have changed and now I'm just desperately
needing someone to claim someone belonging a little to me
but then again isn't that an interference with
my conception of born-alone-die-alone-and-in-the-inbetween-
an-illusion-of-togetherness
and don't-worry-the-only-thing-I-will-ever-feel-attached-to-
is-my-insanity
this is how I cope with myself.
I don't.
the rest of the world doesn't even crawl in
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