wednesday

Beépített emberünk jelentette a Bel Ami forgatásáról, hogy Christina Ricci mégis itt van, "150 centi, és szebb mint valaha volt".

hahaha!

van perspektíva, újra, végre

remember, remember

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today i warned myself (and should keep on doing so) to keep my thoughts
away from you.
won't some one tell me i perfectly am and WILL BE alright?

novocaine for the soul

nervous messed-up marionette
what's happening, marionette?
arienette
and the moon, it bleeds silver but never sleeps
and then the silver turns to gray

the sunrise, the sunset,
you're hopeful then you regret
the circle never breaks
with a sunrise and sunset,
there's a change of heart or address
is there nothing that remains?
for a sunrise or a sunset,
you're manic or you're depressed
will you ever feel ok?
for a sunrise or a sunset,
you're either coming or you just left
but you're always on the way

baby, i don't want to be bored anymore

miért minden ennyire gyönyörű.
állítsátok meg a pillanatot, tökéletes
(azt hiszem)

nemmost ,de olyan, mintha
(találtam három életcélt)

thougthlessness

szerelmes vagyok kosztolányi úr lelkébe +
az igekötőkbe
és remélem, senki nem akar mostanában szívrohamot kapni
és én sem fogok
tökjó lenne
három kis tengerszem
két lábbal a valótlanságban, de azt szilárdan
érthetően fejezem ki magam?

no panic

today is going to be easy
today 'cause you're not around
i'll leave off my make up
i'll sleep in my bed
to pass all the time by

today 'cause you're not around
today you won't be around

i concentrate on empty spaces
a passive pondering of blankness
sit down shut up, controlled obsessions
your absence it exhausts me

i always panic when i'm left
i always panic when i'm left

today i feel destructive
today who cares about myself?
i'll live in denial
and i'll beat up my head
and i'll eat all the chocolate
today 'cause you're not around
today you won't be around

i can't control my feelings
i sip on dreams and choke on real things
detach myself for preservation
i struggle to not want you

i always panic when I'm left
is it healthy that we met?
if you stop coming will I forget?
i always panic

today is going to be simple
today 'cause you're not around
my heart will pound lazy
no one to impress
no smile is required
today 'cause you're not around
today you won't be around




i want my whole appearance like this, through a broken mirror,
proper hair colour,
lights that save my face, hide all things real
life always shines on tv
i don't know what sense i'm talking
makes no sense at all
i need to become an extrovert as much as possible

depersonalisation

can i be afraid now?

weapon of choice

it's either me or you who has to go
(i'm willing to)

úristen, elborít a szánalom
rohanni kell nagyon

two more years

it's beentwo months since i've last paid a visit to my bed.
god knows how much time til the next time

been living for too long in this imaginarium
have to get out somehow
too much without anything to hold

szerda szerda szerda

monday's child is fair of face,
tuesday's child is full of grace,
wednesday's child is full of woe,
thursday's child has far to go,
friday's child is loving and giving,
saturday's child works hard for a living,
but the child who is born on the sabbath day
is bonny and blithe and good and gay