drowning by numbers

ma
egy novella

kétoldalnyi mozart

harmincoldalnyi le père goriot

ezenkívűl
harmincpercnyi séta

stabilan súlytalan mennyiségű súly

túlsok gondolat, hogy számot lehessen adni róla

lulled by numbers

two four six eight who do we appreciate?

past, perfect

i was worried if i had carried away with shallow impressions...
well, a singular night in my singular culture spent home
is worth a mi ll i on, really
winter goes to the boys, for sure
and this is about to be one of my fave times in the year

the revolt of islam and auguries of innocence
made my agony a most exciting experience
so did my kindest wintermusik
which has extended from 'down in a rabbit hole' to a lotmore
yknow stuff like 'swallow' + 'rnr goes to the girls' just to name some of the
most relevant ones

i am also delighted to report that my hair is finally b a c k
from its long forgotten holiday
and is functioning as - a long awaited - kind-of-normal-hairdo
much happiness about it i have

as for the food poisoning i got from the incredible amount of plain
yummy junk,
i opted for some pieces of the kind of food called 'fruit'
which sounds great, tastes even better
+ has nicey colours (it's orange actually)
so
i might just crawl up to my bed + have mes lectures brilliantes
till i wake up tomorrow ( there's logic init, i swear)

f

for
fuckyou

you make me angry
you make me scared
scarred

that's not right

nothing

is on track
and im
only sure that im not sure

i am afraid that there's much to be afraid of

most miez a negatívkodás, komolyan.

you're too complicated
we should separate it
you're just confiscating
you're exasperating

this degeneration
mental masturbation
think i'll leave it all behind
save this bleeding heart of mine